KIMBERLY SELENA

Moment of Silence.

Not only for the people in Manchester, but for the whole world. 

Bombs. Shootings. Attacks. Innocent people dying. 

These things have become so common, it is devastating and shocking. 

It is upsetting to see how ugly the world is turning. 

To see people die because of the hate other people have in their hearts. 

I don't normally like to touch on upsetting subjects, but I found myself reading articles, listening to people who witness the explosion speak about what they saw, seeing parents worrying and crying because their kid is missing, seeing the pictures of the victims and watching videos of what happened at the Ariana Grande Concert in Manchester. 

It is upsetting because I was at her concert just last month and I talked about how amazing the night was and how it was my first concert as an adult and to think people passed away in an event that is suppose to bring people together, it's heartbreaking. 

Just imagine some of these kids where probably experiencing what a concert was for the first time. Some just wanted to see their idol, be in the same room as her and sing her songs at the top of their lungs. Some where probably there simply to accompany their friend/kid/partner. 

Which ever the case may be. 

Kids where there. KIDS. This is how horrible humanity has become. 

Babies are coming into this world and we must unite and build this world to be better, for this generation and for the new generations to come. 

A moment of silence. 

And a prayer for everybody. 

For the people in Manchester to the people in Syria to the people in Venezuela to the whole world.

Turn hate into love.

"Hoping for better days."

- Victoria Monet & Ariana Grande 

x x

Hi gorgeous. Welcome to my blog!
 It's been a while since I have came into my blog and posted something,
which means...
yes, this is an update of my life kind-of post.


School: I am finally done with my Associates of Arts Degree. I will be hopefully be transferring to a Uni this upcoming fall to start on my Bachelor's Degree.

Changing my Room!: On my Snap and Instagram you have probably noticed my room went through another one of my famous changes, a big change actually. I took 'before' pictures and will be taking 'after' picture when I am done and will be doing a whole blog on it so stay tune!

Novel: Remember that little announcement I gave out back in November on a novel I wanted to write... well, it is coming! I have the title, the plot and most of the characters done. I have a couple of chapters written already and they will hopefully be released on the Wattpad in June.

 Blog Post: I became extremely busy towards the end of April since school was coming to an end. I have a couple of blog post that I been mentally planning for. I have a small list going and I will be more active since summer is coming.

Summer: What am I planning to do this summer? Well, a couple of things that I have in mind are...
San Antonio. Austin. Corpus Christi (?) Pool. Beach. Water-park. Zoo. Movies. Six Flags!
and Sleeeeeeeeepppp!

I would like to hear what are some of the things you will be doing this summer!
If any of you guys have a Instagram or blog page let me know I would love to follow you/view your page! My Instagram is KimberlySelena. It is currently private, but if you request a follow, YOU will be accepted. Thank you so much for reading, see you soon babe.

x x

It's been a while now, eight years to be exact. Yet, you aren't completely gone.
You are still here, in a way, you never really left.

I sit and close my eyes trying to remember the simple things.
From the sound of your laugh to the wrinkles beside your eyes.
But sometimes it is all too blurry and that angers me.

I didn't have enough time with you. You left so quickly.

I love you and I miss you.

I really do.

There is times when I am in Mexico and I heard the door open and I think it's you.
There is times when I hear atun and I think of how every time I would ask, "What's to eat?"
You would respond with, "Tortas de atun."
There is times when I don't think of you at all, because I know you are okay.
Then there is times when I think of what could have been if you were still here.
There is times when I try to make myself believe you are still here. Alive. Walking somewhere on this Earth making your way back home.
There is times when I write about you as if you were to read it.
Then there is times when I cry and cry because I am in need of a grandpa. I have this empty space in my heart in need of a hug from you.

You are irreplaceable.

Nobody will be able to fill that empty space.

I know it's not your fault. I don't regret nothing, other than the fact I didn't have enough time with you. I just want to give you one last hug and tell you how thankful I am for you. How thankful I am always going to be. Because thanks to you I am who I am, my home is a peaceful one and my family is together.

You were and are my angel.

Te amo.

-Tu gotita de amor.


x x

Not Click-bait. I Promise.

Hello beautiful bebes and welcome to another blog post.

By the title you probably already know what this is about, if you don't like reading about these topics click the X button, if you do hopefully you can understand where I am coming from and possibly help you if you feel the same way.

I never thought Anxiety was something that I struggled with. I mean we all get nervous/worried on occasions, like going to the dentist or taking a test, which is completely normal right?

Yet late last year I began to realize my anxiousness went beyond those little normal things.

Talking about this still sound weird to me, because I feel like everyone goes through these things and I don't want to sound dramatic or like I am overreacting. This is why I am writing about it, in case you have advice to give me or if you feel the same way let me know so I don't feel like I am crazy.

I am a person that requires planning and looking-ahead. I live day-by-day, but if I know I am taking a trip or going somewhere new for the very first time. I mentally have to prepare myself for when that day comes. If I simply go with the flow, my mind goes crazy. It starts to panic and worry and makes all these random "worst that can happen" scenarios. This happens with anything I am unfamiliar with, anything that makes me uncomfortable or anything new. My mind starts to overthink and worry and I honestly feel like there's a big battle going on in my head, one that I can't shut up.

This interferes with my day. I am so busy worrying about this thing and next you know I have spend all day thinking and worrying about it that I don't enjoy my day.

Sometimes it even happens with people. I could be talking to someone and out-of-nowhere! I start feeling anxious, my stomach starts to hurt and this light in my mind goes off saying "GET OUT OF HERE!"

Here are a couple of things I do when I feel my anxiety coming on. Perhaps they can help you:

1. Music. Play a song that makes you comfortable. If it helps, sing along to it. Get your mind off what is making you feel anxious.

2. Breathe. Slowly.

3. Get out of the situation. If you are talking to someone and you start feeling anxious, excuse yourself and go outside or to the restroom. Leave the situation.

4. Walk. Take a walk. Outside. Sometimes your brain is just feeling stressed or clustered and it need fresh air.

5. Calm Yourself. It's hard, but sometimes anxiety is just your brain playing tricks. Sit and simply say, "It's okay. You are okay." Again, breathe. This can also help prevent you from having an anxiety attack.

Anxiety can take over. It sucks. It really does. Sometimes I can stop it, but sometimes it wins.

I hope you understand where I am coming from and hope this has helped you in some kind of level. If you experience anything like this and have any advice for me, please let me know.

x x