I miss you.
We all do.
But today we celebrate that you are at peace in between the clouds.
I have no doubt in my mind that you are okay.
That you are watching over us.
That in some way you are still here.
You live in us.
We keep you alive by remembering you.
I stand by what I said in my past blog post.
I have this empty hole only you, my grandpa, can fill.
I witness grandpa's out in public and somehow they remind me of you.
It's the need and want of a grandpa.
Sometimes I want to call you and ask you to take me to fly a kite like in elementary.
Sometimes I want to pick you up and go have lunch with you.
Sometimes I simply want to hug you and hear your voice.
I have envisioned you before, sitting among us, smiling, then you disappear.
I talk to you sometimes, in my head, out loud, hoping to hear a response.
Hoping somehow me talking to you will bring you back.
I miss you.
I feel like I have this box in me full of love that is reserved for you.
We miss you.
But we are happy you are okay somewhere in between the stars and the moon.
♡
Te amo payayito
-Tu gotita de amor.
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